trust is always the best policy for everything.



I'm just so pissed off.

Beautiful as it seems to be. :}


I dream of a world where everything is perfect.
Not just created ideally for me,
Where I selfishly indulge in a private flawless world,
No, I desire a world of peace and tranquility,
Where everyone’s needs are met
And we live together in timeless synchrony,
A life blissfully beautiful for everyone.

A place where the streets are for driving,
The sidewalks used for walking,
Instead of hopeless living and begging.
Where a raised voice is heard only
When a vocalist hits those high notes.
Where families live together in happiness,
Sustained only by their unconditional love,
Where a hand is raised to another
Just in a fraternous high five.
Our fragile hearts are reinforced with Plexiglas,
Everlasting, never to be broken.
Where food is a right granted to all,
Not just a privilege for the wealthy few.
And tears stream down faces
Only when words cannot describe utter joy.

I hope for all this,
And think of the unimaginable,
I reach for the unattainable,
Desperately wish for the impossible,
Foolishly abandon all reason, yet still
I dream of a world where everything is perfect,
Because sometimes dreams come true.

miss it. :}


was too busy to post & tired. Jobless yet yearning for new clothes! fk today went arranging my wardrobe as mommy complains it's too messy, while organizing those clothings i found out my clothing was worst as rags, so crumpled! i tried ironing but my ironing skills just sucks badly. rahh wish i can just dump them aside & get new ones. ytd was damn fun, went out with francis, actually planned to collect my pay but little did i expect i went home empty handed! but after tht at least they give me an explanation that when my company fax them the time sheet i would be able to receive my pay alrdy hopefully ya! thn went penisula get skinnies again now it's my time to get but francis too got, he get a gold one haha looks like shit color. :}



iloveyou is the paradox, i miss you.

fun has to end. true yeah. today went out with peers, play basketball, had a great laugh, real good one, it's been long i yearn for such laughter. but it did not went on. something just happened. well shock & real hell sad is what i should say. it takes two hands to clap so does love. :}

it's bored, real bored w/o you by my side, real killing. today headed down to P.P & orchard, ahh so boring is singapore. i felt so tied down & being tight, uncomfortable still. life is organized, limited, boring & so planned. i hate it. i love to expect the unexpected positive. maybe that's reality now. but i hope it won't last for long. i really want life being nice & able to spend everyday happily just with you ;x. went P.P & town with francis he was a mad guy, spending loads of money in one day, doesn't feel any single pain oh man! my nose was drown with vinegar! having to see him shop rahh. after that went town, went to disturb germaine & jianxing lol. poor them have to work! i wanted to but my job rahh the time doesn't suites me at all! hate it. really. i hope things would eventually be better as time goes by. YES LOOKING FORWARD TO GO OUT WITH YOU :} hope everything goes well in the long run. don't wish to see any mishap or bad happenings anymore. ❤ & i miss you though you don't.